Because that is how she love you.

Bila awak nampak eqa tak behave, maknanya dia selesa bersama awak.
She failed to maintain her cool. All you see is the true eqa.
She failed to not hurt you because she will hurt you even more. Why? Read again the title.

She might be cold, she will be rude, she will ignore your joke, she seems like don't care about you at all, she never ask if you are okay or not. And you will feels like she don't like you, she hate you, she never love you.

You are wrong.

She might be cold but she really want to be the warmest person for you. But when she try to be one, you spoiled that. So taste her coldness then.

She will be rude but she really want to be soft when you are around her. Since you are rude too, so why don't she double up the rudeness just for you. Taste that too.

She ignore your joke and not laughing at all? She really want to laugh but your joke are really stupid and she cannot laugh. This showed how sincere she is. Yes, the sincerity is all you can count on. Hahaha

She seems like don't care about you at all?
She really don't want to care about you. (You can trust this statement). She really don't want because that is really troublesome. But, her heart can't resist to not to care about you. Don't worry, she always care about you from far far away~ (She will stalk your social network. Stalk everything about you. She is scary. Don't ya think? Hewhew)

She never ask if you are okay or not?
She want to ask you. But if she ask you, will you answer it? Maybe you will only answer "Nothing." or you will just give her the 'bluetick'. You know, the thoughts to ask "are you okay?" is always there. So, just tell her if you really need her to lend the shoulder. But, after that please bayar sewa mengikut berapa jam you pinjam ya. No free things in this world. Muahaha.

Sum up all this and you will know she is actually love you. Easy.

What's more complicated is,
It is hard for you to know what is on her mind or heart.

If she faced some problem and never tell you what's the problem is, it is not because she is not trusting you. NO. (You already saw the retard eqa. Yes, you can be trusted.) The reason why she is not telling you her problem is she don't want you to be worry about her. She hates that. She don't want people whom she love to care about her. She act like that because she is afraid being too attached with you.

You will leave her one day.

But, sometimes she really need you. You know she trust you if you ever saw her tears or heard she is crying. (If you ever saw eqa like this, you know she really love you). She really in a major problem. Maybe you are the problem. How to pujuk? Entah. She is complicated. Well..she don't know how to show her lovey dovey side, but if you can trigger out that side of her, you are lucky.

She love you wholeheartedly.